November 29, 2010
I’ve been feeling a bit withdrawn lately. Not melancholy or somber, not even mild depression or sadness. It’s more like I have a desire to hole up in my own little world and hibernate. I have also been feeling a strong desire to go out and shop for sweaters. Perhaps these feelings come with the time of year and change in the weather, I don’t know.
I do know that in my head I tell myself, as long as I don’t pick up the phone or send out emails and texts, I’m on my own little vacation of sorts from the real world. It’s like this fantasy world I go to where I get to believe that as long as I don’t communicate with anyone…they don’t exist and therefore I don’t have to be responsible.
Obviously, this fantasy doesn’t go on for very long, but something I have been fantasizing about a lot lately are feathers. Fluffy soft pretty feathers…